Stop wriggling

Stop wriggling

You know you want to but you are apprehensive and the nerves are getting the better of you…

I can sense your anxieties as you step through the door and follow me along the hallway.  Of course I know you are nervous and your heart is pounding, your eyes dart all around but in your panic you are not seeing anything – not sure why you are here, what possessed you to pick up the phone and book?

Fast forward to feeling those restraints tied around your shaking wrists and your arms are pulled up high above you…

The ankle restraints are fastened securely in place and the spreader bar deftly clipped into place forcing your legs wide apart, balance isn’t a skill you now possess…

You feel the release as you submit, you have to submit to me, your vulnerability reassuringly washing over you, you are mine, you were mine the minute you stepped through that doorway you just didn’t know it.

I sense your hopelessness and I’m not happy you are so wrapped up in your own emotions that you are not taking the appropriate care to admire me.  I step close into your space, your weight being held from the wrist restraints hanging there pathetically making no effort head lolling.  Hound dog comes to mind and that will not do…

I cup your face with my hands and raise your head to look directly into my eyes and whisper…

You feel a lurch in your stomach and that burning sensation of fear that is now running through your veins.  Your already erect penis suffers a strong uncontrollable twitch causing it to brush against my clothing hard enough that I notice.  You know instinctively that is not good and you must try and control yourself better.  Your whole body stiffens not sure what will follow your heart is beating so fast you can hear your it, why oh why are you here?  As you start to take notice of my voice and start to focus on the words and gaze into my dark eyes you start to feel a wave of release and your body relaxes ready…

So many sensations of the mind and body in such a short space of time surely you are privileged to have the ability to suffer this experience…

Ms Birch x